don't want to be a boy today (musictweaker) wrote,
don't want to be a boy today
musictweaker

i hate this keyboard.

well the love of my life replied to a post that my exgirlfriendposted. she has been pissed at her since i moved in with her. since she won't stop talking about me in her posts. or talks to people that i know and hang out with.

my partner is very intelegent. my god is she. she fights for the right cause and at least knows what laws are. at least has common sence about whats right and would not be a fucking republican and voting for bush, who is against everything i stand for. i fucking hate people who think tey are all powerful for no reason. who has never stood for anything and wouldn't even know how to stand for something. who has had everything handed to them on a fucking silver plater. i don't know how i could of dated someone with these trates. it must of been pitty. thank god i didn't fuck her. i don't think i could. i couldn't even stand hanging out with her let alone kiss her. i felt so bad for her. so many times she called and i didn't pick up. or she would come over and i would pretend to fall asleep because i just wanted her to leave me alone. or someone who would show up to a gsa event afraid of gay people and yet dating a girl. i don't get it. what a dumb fuck. doesn't someone get the hint after awhile. no one liked her. no one out of my family. lu'cas... liv... heather... kris... kayelyn. no one. ome was even like what the fuck were you thinking. god i am glad i am out of merced. damn. no more bullshit. thank god. now i can be happy. how dare some one who is so ignorant about the world around them. who doesn't even know gay people let alone be an activist for it. god, and someone has the testicular fortitude to say someone else is ignorant. fuck that. i guess ignorance must be a bliss... why don't you ask yourself. you sit in your fucking bubble and cry when things get a little hard for you. hard meaning... your not teachers pet. my god. fucking ignorance. you think your smart because you think you can use big words. my god. dumb ass. you really are. you have no idea whats going on around you. your world consists of a small town where people are ignorant as is. my god i am thankful for everything that i have and have been in.. i am so thankful for living in a diverse town. we may have gang fights and what not but at least you know we are diverse. thank god for that.
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i liked annie lol... just not with you. she was a good person to be friends with, but you are better with kaye kaye
GO TY GO! Well I love you... I am glad and happy for u 'n' Kaye. ttyl Kris
Ty!!! hey sweety, how are you? I miss you did you guys get my letter? well i got to go.

~Love, Rae
lol, nice! yea, Annie kind of scares me...
who dont she scare? Even ... nvm thats too mean to say.
Ty – There’s so much to say I don’t know where to start. When I first met you I thought that you and I were similar but now I see you are completely opposite of me. I couldn’t compare to how much of an awful person you are. I love reading your entries so I can laugh because just like the rest of your life it is all lies. You prove it time and time again. Lying to Annie about sleeping or lying about you having a baby, or about your poor heart. If your going to lie at least try doing it intelligently so people don’t feel sorry for you because they know your lying straight in their face. Your whole pathetic life is entertaining. You’re dating a high schooler? Oh wait, even better your engaged to her… Couldn’t do any better than that? I guess she is one of the last people who will believe you and foolishly trust you. I mean if she was intelligent and she analyzed things she should realize how many people talk about the type of person you are and also that she is giving you everything and your just using her to survive. That’s how you live Ty. You’re like a parasite and you use only the people you can get to believe your lies. It’s so sad. She’s only 17 and you have her eating out of the palm of your hand. And you think it’s because you love her but it’s really only because you’ve hurt everyone in your life and have no where else to turn. Hmm, your ah girlfriend fights for the right causes and knows the laws.

“No great idea in its beginning can ever be within the law. How can it be within the law? The law is stationary. The law is fixed. The law is a chariot wheel which binds us all regardless of conditions or place or time.”
By Emma Goldman

Ty, if you want to talk about ignorance maybe you should stick with yours. People have their opinions, feelings, and views. Just because they are different does not make them wrong. After all you’re a lesbian who thinks she is a boy but those are your feelings and you think you have the right to be that way. So does any other person have the right to have any views or opinions or belonging to any political party. Also just because your with someone it doesn’t mean they have to have your opinions. God, then the world would be just like Ty and that would be scary. You don’t really know Annie as much as you think you do. I’ve known her for years and I have a little more knowledge about her then you do. Her life was not handed to her on a silver platter. (Yes it’s "platter" with two t’s. Honestly, you spelled better when you were drunk.) She struggles just like the rest of us except because your life is so awful it probably would seem like her’s is better. Gosh, then my life must have been handed to me on a golden platter. Oh, lol. The two biggest issues I’ve forgotten to talk about. You poor thing that Annie keeps “stalking” you and writing about you in her journal. Yes, HER journal. Who forced you to read it? Who forced you to even give a fuck In Annie’s life now? You obviously couldn’t wait to get away from her, but now who’s watching who? You're reading her every entry and stalking consists of coming around your house and watching all your moves. Here, I’ll help you out with the definition…

Stalking – to track prey or quarry.

You put your pathetic thoughts online and so therefore give willingly any information you write to anyone who wants to read it. Just like she does and you read them and yes she probably reads yours. I know I do. She didn’t ask you to read it. And one more thing. If you want someone to kick someone’s ass, then why don’t you and I meet Ty. I do think it's childish but I would still do it. Actually after this I won't get on here much cause I have my own life and I like to only share it with those I like. Cause you've hurt Annie enough and she is getting over the number you did on her. God, you weren't even a friend to her. After she came out you left her. I would do anything for my friends. I care about them and if you had been a faithful and true friend I would of done anything for you. Like I’ve said before I feel very sorry for your g/f.

Brianna AKA liesanddeceit

p.s. As hard it is to believe Annie isn't stupid and wouldn't waste her time with another screenname. That was my poetry and truthful words.
LOOK YOU ITS TRANGENDER! NOT JUST CUZ SHE IS LES AND FEELS SHE CAN DRESS LIKE A BOY. GET IT STR8 ITS A TRANSGENDER BITCH. YOU SO FUCKIN MEAN AND HOW WOULD U KNOW WHO AND WHAT TY LIKE AND IF SHE IS LYING!?! FUCK THIS SHIT. OH BTW HER G/F IS 18 GOIN ON 19 U STPUID BITCH, IF UR GONNA TALK SHIT ABOUT HER G/F MAKE SURE U DONT LET HER EX SEE, OR FUCKIN UP ON THE INFO U TALK ABOUT! MAKE SURE UR UPDATEDF HOE. LEAVE TY ALONE, AND HER GIRL. YOU ALL DONT NEED TO PLAY THESE FUCKIN GAME, JUST LEAVE TY ALONE... I HAVE MORE TO SAY BUT WONT! GOOD DAY TO YOU HOE. LATERZ "THE DYKE"
I really don't care what she is and if transgender is what it's called then I correct myself. I'm not with all the technical terms that there are nowadays associated with different people. And your right I'm sorry I got her g/f's age wrong. She's 18 going on 19 and still in high school. I said all I needed or wanted to so I'm done. You can call me those things if you'd like I really have nothing to say towards you because I don't know you.

Brianna aka liesanddeceit
I HAVE A HOT PIC OF YOU ON MY SITE!
Hey you long time no talk. well ya meand heather just had our one month last weekend and we are so happy. i hopeyou and Kaye are alright. well leave a post on my site sometime and we can get connected again. ClovisSocerDyke is me. you should call sometimes too it would be kew to hear from yall. well lata. love ya